what has become of our marriage??? did'nt we use to have so much love for each other? God knows i love you so much.... but why do u keep hurting my feelings? just to quote a few lines from a song: " if you want me to go then say it if you want me to stay then show it " how many times do i have to endure this pain? am i not enough? is my company not enough for you? what does she have that i dont? im so hurting.... :(

 

march 1 2008

 

 feb 28 - you broke my heart today... i am so lonely. my heart is so tired... how can u do this to me? what have i done to deserve what you did... i will never forget.

 

 

 

date: february 12 2008 time: 7:22 pm location: office my heart is lonely...

every parents horror is to see their own child get hurt.... wednesday night, after shift, by and i arrived home at around 11pm and about 15 minutes after, there was a power outage in certain areas in makati. so we went up, armed w/ our trusty pamaypays to make sure that our two kids' sleep wont be disturbed. kc, our 5 year old baby, woke up around 230 am and was just playing since he cant get to sleep as it is very hot. kimi keeps waking up too.. then, around 3 am, kc asked for milk. by went downstairs and kc followed. by went up followed by kc but as it was dark, kc was not able to see that he was near the ledge of the stairs,,,,, nahulog sha,,,, :( to see ur blood w/ blood was horrendous.. grabe iyak kme ng iyak ni by and we were trying to keep him awake kse mejo groggy sha... meron shang deep laceration near his chin and tulo talaga ng tulo ung dugo... grabe.. by carried him and dumeretso na cla sa car while i grabbed my wallet and carried my 1 year old baby so we can all go to makati med. pag dating dun, the doctor wanted to have the wound stitched kse nga daw malalim... pero super likot talaga ni kc and ayaw magpahawak sa doctor. buti nlng ung isang doctor said na we have another option, parang lagyan nlng nila ng adhesive glue ung wound para magclose tapos lagyan nila ng surgical tape. so un nga ung ginawa pero iyak paren ng iyak si kc... grabe kawawa nmn ung baby nmen... today, mejo naghi heal na ung wound nya... thank u GOD for taking care of my baby... please keep as safe always...

by... how can we get out of this situation? we are so deep into this.... i pray that God will provide us with what our family needs specially now that we're expecting our third child... remember, he wont give us what we cant take.... lets just hang in there... iloveu

first things first.... happy birthday to my everdearest papa!!! papa i wish u were here with us celebrating your 48th year but instead you're there aboard the ship working.... May the good God bless you with many many many more years... we love you so much papa

on the eve of our daughter's 1st birthday, by and i found out that we're pregnant. we're gonna have another baby due sometime in july of 2008. we did'nt expect this to happen but we are very happy about it. even though the gap between the baby and our 2nd baby is just 1 year and 8 months (by the time the baby arrives), it's ok. we love this baby just the same even if this pregnancy wasnt planned. we welcome God's gift to us. by hopes it's gonna be a baby boy. gosh, im pregnant again!!!!

 

 

 

Kimi Ananda C. Imson

11.13.06

my beautiful baby girl

 

 

 

 

 

kimi means "she who is without equal"

ananda means "absolute bliss and happiness"

 

that's what she is to us..

hello...

by and i have been constantly "fighting" for a couple of weeks now. basta we have this issue that we cant seem to resolve. nung november 12, we had a big fight talaga, as in. we didnt sleep together sa sobrang sama ng loob namin with each other. around 5 am of november 13, nagising ako kse sumasakit ung tyan ko. hinayaan ko muna kse i didnt think na manganganak ako since ang due date ko is nov 26 pa. pero mga around 7, sunod sunod na ung contractions ko. so i went downstairs where by was sleeping sa sofa (hehehe). since hindi kme nag-uusap, kinalabit ko lang sha. then i told him masakit na tyan ko. he asked me kung manganganak n dw ba ako, sabi ko parang.... so ayun, he called his dad and i called mama. sinamahan ako ni by and ni kc maglakad lakad sa labas, i wanted to check kse kung mawawala ung saket if i walk around, baka kse false alarm lang. di nawala ung saket. so bumalik n kme sa haus, after taking a bath, nagrest lng ako sa sala, i waited na magsunod sunod ulet ung contractions ko before we go to the hospital. around 10, di ko na kaya, so nagpunta na kme sa ospital ng makati. pagdating namen, 1 cm plng ako but i was admitted na. grabe i had kc nung 2002 and i know masakit manganak. pero grabe to experience it again after 4 years, ang sakit sakit talaga, i keep asking my doctor na dagdagan pa ung anesthesia pero sabi nya enough na dw un, pag dinagdagan nya pa, makakatulog na ko. super sakit talaga. and then finally, at 4:25 pm, my beautiful baby girl was born, pagkalabas na pagkalabas nya, nakatulog na ako, they woke me up mg na 9 na siguro. i didnt get to see the baby until the day after, i first saw my baby nov 14 around 7:30 am to nurse her. i fell inlove right there and then. we named her KIMI ANANDA. kimi means " she who is without equal " and ananda means "ultimate bliss".

fortunately walang complications so we were released then nung day n un. sa baybreeze muna kme umuwi. kimi is now 11 days old and ang cute cute nya, (hehe)

 

i will post her pictures soon. haaayyy,, daddy, mommy and kuya loves u so much kimi!

 

by and i are ok now(i think, hehe)

 

tata!